Should I Stay or Should I Go?

Hm well it all depends on what your priorities are. Do you want love and happiness or grades and opportunites. It seems to me your heart and emotions are aching to return to your other country, but your head likes all of the opportunities and academics that are here. It's heart vs. head here. I actually will tell you to look into your heart. Because your heart wants to go back, and I'm kind of thinking that you actually want to go back to, but your head didn't want to admit it.. You seem like you really don't want to be here, so, in conclusion, I think that you should go back. If you can't go back (parents say no) finish your education here and then when you're officially old enough you can go back, if you're still not settled in. Nevertheless, I think you should still ask to go back.