Am I weird for not wanting and nudity from women?

I think it is an instinct that we all sucb to this horrible desire at one point in some shape or form.Whether by choice of ( I prefer) or with a partner. I don't enjoy watching it or wanting to it is just to get through those primal phases I feel when I am alone. But if I were to do it with a girl I'd feel sorry for her, and the relationship would have less meaning, I'd feel like my partner would be overexposed, and the intamacy of everyday clothed life would be lost. And my tolerance would only last inbetween s. Intimacy seems much more profound when mainly restricted and far apart in time. What do you think?